life has been becoming increasingly difficult. i have reached a point in which i would like to believe that life can be something more than tears and resentment, but my patience is wearing unbearably thin. and so i have made a pact, a goal. because without one i will contiune to fall down this rabbit hole i have dug myself into. I look for support from myself and my friends…i can’t trust my parents any longer. But coming to realization with this can allow me to sucseed.

and so i will look back on the past as a learning expirience. I will reflect, not relive those expiriences. and so i begin my new life. i’m going to be doing this for me. Not for my parents, not for my friends, and not for you. I am doing this for me. Because in the end when its all said and done i’m going to be the one i have to live with. How can one learn to love if they cannot love themselves first. And so the journey begins…

GOALS

• restore physical health
• restore mental health
• restore happiness